I feel like sometimes with the journal letters, they don't express my feelings so much, so I think every once in a while I'm just gonna write you a normal letter to let you know how I feel. Not much happened this week anyway, so this is a perfect opportunity to do so.
General Conference was this weekend and I loved every minute of it. It is different watching it as a missionary because there's a different spirit to it. I believe it's because I testify of these men daily and it reminds me of why I do it. My favorite talk was by Henry B. Eyring about heroes. I think it's because I've had quite a few heroes while I've been growing up.
So I've been here in Stranraer for about 4 1/2 months now. Don't get me wrong, I love it here, but things are getting tough. I almost think that the area would do better if someone new came. I think everyone in this town knows me and what I do, which isn't bad but maybe someone else could do better. I think this is just a test of my faith and endurance. I will stay here as long as the Lord wants me to.
So while we were in Ayr this weekend, I got the opportunity to visit with a member by the name of Brother George Sharkey. Before joining the Church, he was in the British army where he killed many people. He was in a special forces group where he killed people for a living. Long story short, he met missionaries and joined the church. He told me of the transformation that had taken place in him through the atonement. At the end of our meeting, I felt so much love and faith pouring out of this old man, I was almost in tears. It's amazing to see that a killer can be forgiven and changed through the atonement. I hugged the man tight and he told me that he loved me. Never will I forget Brother Sharkey and the Spirit that I felt in that room.
I have a wii homework assignment for you! Go on YouTube and look up "Missionary Work and the Atonement". It helps me a lot when I feel discouraged. It's a combined talk by Elder Holland and President Eyring. Make sure you fasten your seatbelt because Elder Holland gets very fiery and passionate in it. I don't know why, but I love it when he gets loud and shouts. I think you will like it and draw some strength from it.
Well that's all for me. Sorry about not doing a journal letters this week. I love and miss you.
Elder Austin